43. Nature's FuryThese caressing, tender hands,in a snap of a moment,can curl around your neck,so softly but so strongly;and in a fit of angerchoke you in your own lies,lies which ignited the hidden furyslumbering deep, deep within me.
Loneliness of LoveRomantikko,watch out for your heart:reality of 'love'is not as rosy pink fluffy soft easily forgiving as in fables of fiction.It is about opening your chest of secrets,being naked while standing in the limelight,hoping you gave the keys and clothes to a worthy person.It is about clashings of two worldstrying to merge into one (and never quite succeeding);crying alone in the shower while he snores in the bed,dreading you'll never see your heart again in one piece.It is about trust that builds up slow, slow,and remember,once that bond is torn, it's hard to sew it back together.S
Gaming, Reading, WatchingInstead of keeping up a pretty much unnoticed (due to own lack of activity) WordPress blog,I decided I'll be writing these things down here.Games I'm playing or have finished.Books I have read.Movies and series I've seen.I'll try to update regularly but we'll see about that, heh.I'll add comments of my own to what I've played/read/watched.May contain spoilers, but I'm trying to avoid those.
Suffocative"Who was that whore?"The words never stopped to hurt him. Such mistrust, and from a person he loved greatly — more than anyone or anything else."Who was that whore with you last night, huh? WHO WAS IT.""Calm down, there was no one with me last night, okay? Calm down." He reached out to touch her face; it was so pale, so skinny, twisted with jealous hatred. She slapped his hand away, her mouth agape in a silent moan."I know you had someone in your room, I know it, I know it, I KNOW IT. WHO. WAS. IT.""No one, no one", he repeated over and over and over again. She looked so fragile, so tiny on the hospital bed. She was slowly starting to lose herself to the illness."Your sins. Are uncountable. You do the nurse too, don't you? I've seen you whispering with her. Do you guys do it here, in this room, while I try to sleep? DO YOU?""No, I just ask her how you're doing, what's gonna happen next, calm down, please.""You sleep with them all", she declared with utter disgust. "Them n